Help! I’m shrinking…

Jeanne

Yes, I also cannot reach the top shelves anymore and I have a hump on my back like my Grandmama. We both have diabetes too and hearing loss. My mother skipped these illnesses, but died of cancer since she liked alcohol and cigarettes. Everyone loved her generosity and christian faith. She was loyal to my father too.
My heart matters to all in my family. My height, not so much!

Jeanne in the mountains

Shrinking as they rise, the…
by Len Roberts

    constellations


grow so much smaller late at night


when I walk softly out of the house,


trying not to wake anyone up,


sitting here on the blue porch


to see Cassiopeia the size of a book-
end,


Draco the Dragon smaller than
    

a milksnake,


realizing again I am shrinking


the picture taken last month in which


    my son


rises above my head


so much like the one

taken of me and my father as we stood


    in front of St. Bernard’s,


my graduation diploma in my folded hands,


his pockmarked face looking into my neck,


my padded shoulders level with his bloodshot


    eyes,


and I know the bells were ringing


and the people all around us were laughing and
 

   loudly talking,


that cars swished by in the afternoon sun


but I just looked down on my father’s waved hair,


smelled the Schaefer’s on his dark breath,


refusing to shake his hand which even now


holds itself out, twenty-three years after


    his death,


into this clear-night December Pennsylvania air.

 

“Shrinking as they rise, the…” by Len Roberts, from Counting the Black Angels. © The University of Illinois Press, 1994. Reprinted with permission
Poetry Almanac Friday 12/2/22

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