all that light in her arms like a blanket, taken with her…

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Girl in the Doorway
by Dorianne Laux
She is twelve now, the door to her room


closed, telephone cord trailing the hallway


in tight curls. I stand at the dryer, listening

through the thin wall between us, her voice

rising and falling as she describes her new life.

Static flies in brief blue stars from her socks,


her hairbrush in the morning. Her silver braces


shine inside the velvet case of her mouth.


Her grades rise and fall, her friends call


or they don’t, her dog chews her new shoes


to a canvas pulp. Some days she opens her door


and musk rises from the long crease in her bed,


fills the dim hall. She grabs a denim coat


and drags the floor. Dust swirls in gold eddies


behind her. She walks through the house, a goddess,


each window pulsing with summer. Outside,


the boys wait for her teeth to straighten.


They have a vibrant patience.


When she steps onto the front porch, sun shimmies


through the tips of her hair, the V of her legs,


fans out like wings under her arms


as she raises them and waves. Goodbye, Goodbye.


Then she turns to go, folds up


all that light in her arms like a blanket


and takes it with her.

“Girl in the Doorway” by Dorianne Laux from Awake. © Eastern Washington University Press, 2007. Reprinted by permission. 

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