Idol
21 Jun 2016 Leave a comment
in Idol, Poetry Tags: a satisfied mind, I want to see enough, Idol, illustrated by Cheri Rowlands, not more, when I look up

illustrated by Cheri Rowlands
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when I look up I
want to see “enough”-not more:
a satisfied mind.
Pillow Back
20 Jun 2016 Leave a comment
in Pillow Back, Poetry Tags: fur, illustration by Elizabeth Rose Stanton, Just the right height, just the right slope, Mom, Pillow Back, scent, silken milk, with heart beat

illustration by Elizabeth Rose Stanton
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Just the right height, Mom
Just the right slope, with heart beat,
scent, fur, silken milk!
Father Flow
19 Jun 2016 Leave a comment
in Father Flow, Poetry Tags: celebrates in house with no closed doors, Father Flow, gifted my son, it was for him, knew the children would play with it, men's manicure set

I gifted my son
with a men’s manicure set.
His daughter opened the gift and played with it for 15 minutes.
I thought it was for him.
He knew the children would play with everything in the family.
He celebrates “father flow”
in his house with no closed doors.
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Blaise Pascal wrote: “Man is to himself the most wonderful object in nature; for he cannot conceive what the body is, still less what the mind is, and least of all how a body should be united to a mind. This is the consummation of his difficulties, and yet it is his very being.”
Please click on comments to see 3 related posts for father’s day.
Stress Test
18 Jun 2016 1 Comment
in Poetry, Stress Test Tags: appointmant time, Business Manager, commode, cubby, diarrhea, hospital gown, Hospital Patient Manager, Lexiscan, modesty, paraphrasia, privacy, procedure, scanning chair, Stress Test

Went to Have A Stress Test
Here’s what happened:
1 Appointment time ignored by staff. Waited over 45 minutes.
2 No privacy in waiting room, hallway, testing rooms, scanning area or nuclear injection site.
3 No modesty allowed for application of electrodes for Lexiscan/ Myoview or for scan after.
4 Although Debbie administered the Lexiscan, two male techs stood and watched every move.
5 I was not given a hospital gown to open in front or a private room to change and store my personal items.(I had to carry them around for 4 hours)
6 On the gurney, there was no sheet to cover me or my body while electrodes were placed on my abdomen.
7 My gastric bypass caused extreme pressure and bowel contractions.
8 Couldn’t leave the table; didn’t know where the bathroom was, or if I could stand up.
9 Had to dress, find and walk to a bathroom not occupied, and use the 30 minutes specified for drinking 20 oz of water and some crackers to manage my diarrhea.
10 All of this was in full public view.
11 Next I was seated in a rigid chair for the scanning and was told not to move for twenty minutes, sitting half off the chair with my arms extended over my head, electrodes attached in 3 places on my abdomen, and holding in my bowels.
12 Inane chatter distracted me from the discipline I had to exert.
13 The diarrhea lasted for 5 hours after my release, I had semantic paraphrasia, and was disoriented.
In order to go back for Phase 2, I require the following:
1 Give me a small private cubby with hospital gown, and a locker for my personal items to stay until the testing is completed.
2 Have one woman accompany me throughout so I can comply easily to the procedure without panic at having a bowel movement in public. There should be a commode for the exclusive use of the patients within view to prevent my soiling myself in the testing room.
3 When a woman is administering the test, get the men standing around out of there. It takes privacy away from both of us and is demeaning.
4 Formulate a procedure if a patient gets diarrhea and print it out so everyone follows one protocol.
These changes should be presented to the Business Manager and the Hospital Patient Advocate
Upside-down Cats
17 Jun 2016 Leave a comment
in Poetry
Made this illustration three years ago, and still enjoy it!
We think better
upside down;
leave less paw prints
upside down;
drink from faucets
upside down;
see more flowers
upside down;
you should try it for a day
upside down
the feline way!
5/9/13
All rights.
Upside-Down
16 Jun 2016 Leave a comment
in Poetry, upside down Tags: down-side, flip it, for novel view, peck it to taste, sniff the scent, upside down

flip it upside-down
for novel view: peck it to taste
sniff the scent: down side
Grief
15 Jun 2016 Leave a comment
in grief, Poetry Tags: cautious, depression, energy, forgetting, get my act together, grief, rainbow, raindrops, right mind, state of my life, sunshine, time

Grief is depression.
Depression is forgetting
and having no energy.
This is the state of my life.
I can not get my act together.
I drove to the store to return some things to find out that I left the bag home with the things to be returned.
Then, I have to tell myself to drive slowly and cautiously
because I am not in my right mind.
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It’s a rainbow!
What you need is time.
What you have now is raindrops.
And sunshine=roygbiv
Sleep Spindles
14 Jun 2016 Leave a comment
in Poetry, Sleep Spindles Tags: alzheimers, antidote to autism, important function, neurocognitive function, Parkinsons, Sleep Spindles

Sleep Spindles
Stage 2 is where we spend the majority of the night while sleeping. Typically, more time is spent in stage 2 sleep than in light sleep, deep sleep or dream sleep. It would seem that if so much time were spent in this stage of sleep that some very important function must be served. It has not been so easy, however, to discover just what this function is. In my last post, I discussed the beneficial effects of a brief nap on neurocognitive functioning. Recent research indicates that some very important brain activities are carried out when sleep spindles are occurring, whether during nighttime sleep or daytime naps.
Rape
13 Jun 2016 Leave a comment
in Poetry, Rape Tags: fertility robbed, June 6&13, men leave their babies, mothers, New Yorker, Rape, their names shunned, Two Men Arrive in a Village, Zadie Smith

page 47 of the New Yorker June 6 &13, 2016
story: TWO MEN ARRIVE IN A VILLAGE by Zadie Smith
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men leave their babies!
their names are shunned by mothers!
fertility robbed!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


