28 Apr 2019
by jeannepoland
in otherwise, Poetry
Tags: birch wood, danced, glowed, golden years, in sync, Jane Kenyon, Jeanne, Julie Rohan Zoch, otherwise, silver candlesticks, sliding feet, sweet milk, thrived, twirled, two strong legs, waving hips

illustrator: Julie Rohan Zoch
Otherwise
I got out of bed
on two strong legs.
It might have been
otherwise. I ate
cereal, sweet
milk, ripe, flawless
peach. It might
have been otherwise.
I took the dog uphill
to the birch wood.
All morning I did
the work I love.
At noon I lay down
with my mate. It might
have been otherwise.
We ate dinner together
at a table with silver
candlesticks. It might
have been otherwise.
I slept in a bed
in a room with paintings
on the walls, and
planned another day
just like this day.
But one day, I know,
it will be otherwise.
Jane Kenyon
from Otherwise, 1996
I got out of surgery
with a healing incision.
There was no C-diff
or RSV.
I simply glowed!
Never caught pneumonia.
immune system thrived!
never had respiratory arrest.
We danced together
in the ballroom.
twirled around breathing easily
waving hips to the music
sliding our feet smoothly
in sync with each other
in our golden years.
by jeanne
(all rights)
26 Apr 2019
by jeannepoland
in I am not your mother, Poetry
Tags: bank account, breast milk, butler, daughter, deep throat, director's chair, Father, flowers, fold clothes, I am not your mother, icing on your cake, Italy, Joy Acey, listen and discern, Naples, partner, student, teacher

statues under Naples in Italy April 2019 taken by Joy Acey
The Usage of Not
by Jeanne Poland
I am not your mother…
yet you make my breast milk run.
I am not your father
yet I model balancing the bank account.
I am not your daughter
yet I prune your flowers and lovingly arrange them.
I am not your butler
yet I fold your clothes dryer cornered and straight.
I am not your teacher
yet I accord you director’s chair.
I am not your student
yet I listen and discern each distinction you create.
I am not your partner
yet I move with you, the icing on your cake.
Try to avoid me…
as I skittle down your tongue to the deep throat below!
24 Apr 2019
by jeannepoland
in lonliness and silence, Poetry
Tags: darkness on roots, like rain on petals, lonliness and silence, lonliness touches my thighs, Marcin Piwowarski, my cells to eternity, my love, push my breaths, quiver, scrunch my toes, shine my nails, silence resurrects me, sun on stems

illustrator: Marcin Piwowarski
loneliness and silence
loneliness and silence…
resurrect me
like rain on petals
sun
on stems
darkness
on roots.
loneliness and silence…
touch my thighs
they quiver
touch my toes
they scrunch
touch my nails
they shine.
loneliness and silence…
push my breaths
to heaven
push my love
to space
push my cells
to eternity.
23 Apr 2019
by jeannepoland
in certainties and doubts, Poetry
Tags: angels, Blue Horses, calcified, certainties and doubts, claws or nails, confidence, confusion, curiosity, edges, hope, imagination, livable, Mary Oliver, Perhaps, raggedy edges, Ram Dass, sureness, wild horses

claws or nails?
My goal isn’t to take away your confusion. Confusion is a fertile field
in which everything is possible. If you think you “know,” you’ve just
calcified again. Ram Dass
Is there something exciting out on the raggedy edges called Perhaps?
What sorts of certainties stifle curiosity? What sorts of sureness make
life livable?
I have a lot of edges called Perhaps
and almost nothing you can call
Certainty.
Mary Oliver in “Angels,” Blue Horses
Hope keeps me from calcifying
Angels teach me “perhaps’
Curiosity makes imagination grow
and
the wild horses keep running!
22 Apr 2019
by jeannepoland
in I am not my body, Poetry
Tags: Deck of cards, divinity, Golden Light, holy outrage, humble servant, I am not my body, Jeanne Marie Margaret DeLoca, passionate beliefs, poland, Quicksilver, sculpted by my tribe, Smith, Sr Virginia Mary of Christ, straddle the universe, Ted Kooser, third eye, toes, transform

A Deck of Pornographic Playing Cards
We were ten or eleven, my friend and I,
when we found them up under a bridge,
on top of a beam where pigeons were resting.
Someone had carefully hidden them there.
On each was a black-and-white photo,
no two cards alike. We grew quiet and older,
young men on our haunches, staring at
what we feared might be the future.
The pigeons flapped back to their roosts,
rustling and cooing. The river gurgled
as it slipped from the bridge’s cool shadow.
There were women with big muzzled dogs,
women with bottles and broom handles.
Stallions stood over the bodies of others.
The women smiled and licked their lips
with tongues like thorns. We grew old.
We were two old men with stiff legs
and sad hearts. We had wanted to laugh
but we couldn’t. We had thought we were boys,
come there to throw stones at the pigeons,
but we were already dying inside.
Ted Kooser
in Weather Central

Jeanne Poland in 2019
I am not my body
but holy outrage too
passionate beliefs-
that straddle the universe
golden light –
from my third eye to the tip of my toes
divinity-
that renders me eternal and able to transform
my body is a humble servant-
loyal for generations and sculpted by my tribe
Jeanne Marie Margaret DeLoca Sr Virginia Mary of Christ Poland Smith
4/22/19
quicksilver
21 Apr 2019
by jeannepoland
in Poetry
The Vibrant Channeled Creator
Pieces of Heaven
Little corners like this, pieces of Heaven
left lying around, can be picked up and saved.
People won’t even see that you have them,
they are so light and easy to hide.
Later in the day you can act like the others.
You can shake your head. You can frown.
(William Stafford in The Way It Is)
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20 Apr 2019
by jeannepoland
in Poetry
Just came home from a Highlights Foundation Workshop where we read Lisa Mueller’s Poems!
The Vibrant Channeled Creator

What a language it is, the laughter of women,
high-flying and subversive.
Long before law and scripture
we heard the laughter, we understood freedom.
The last stanza of Lisel Mueller’s Poem: “The Laughter of Women”
locked in rage: put down?
imagine trust: laugh at strength:
fly through faith, trust, love!
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20 Apr 2019
by jeannepoland
in busy bees, Poetry
Tags: arthritis in my knees, bees get a round bed to cuddle head to toe, bees get to rest on Sinday, bees resting by water, busy bees, covered with pollen, fairy dust, highly allergic to bee sting, I'm one of them, injected with bee venom, posted by Walter Koessler, rest on Sunday, shock, stinger, work ethic

“bees resting by water” posted by Walter Koessler
bees get to rest on Sunday
sleep covered with pollen
(like some fairy dust)
bees get a round bed
so they can cuddle
head to toe
I know
because I’ve been injected with bee venom
for the arthritis in my knees;
so I’m practically one of them;
except I am highly allergic to a bee sting
and go into shock!
I just don’t want a fellow bee to die
because he lost his stinger,
and his work ethic.
I’d rather have him
resting on Sunday
and cuddling with me
under some fairy dust!
18 Apr 2019
by jeannepoland
in Poetry
Five years ago when the grands were 5 years younger and finding an empty egg was glorious!
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